Lover Avenged by J R Ward

i brought this book on Ebay 28th May and have put it aside until I found the time to reread the series... Seriously peeps I had to do this properly... This book has been on my want list since forever!! So... finally on Monday I finished reading Lover Unbound which, might i add, I enjoyed better on second reading. Yesterday i began the long long anticipated reading of this very long book.
Deep breath.....
This book made me cry.... lots.... omg... I'm an emotional wreck... I took it into town and sat in a cafe and found myself crying and people were staring!!!
This book is sooooooo beautiful, really beautiful.

This is Revenge's book... who i never really cared much about i mean seriously... he was coming between Butch and Marissa not to mention him being a drug lord and pimp... hard to love the guy... till now... Zsadist has always been my fave brother and John would be second but Revenge has moved to 2nd place...

"Rehvenge has always kept his distance from the Brotherhood—even though his sister is married to a member, for he harbors a deadly secret that could make him a huge liability in their war against the lessers. As plots within and outside of the Brotherhood threaten to reveal the truth about Rehvenge, he turns to the only source of light in his darkening world, Ehlena, a vampire untouched by the corruption that has its hold on him—and the only thing standing between him and eternal destruction."

There's been a lot of complaints about the fact that romance has slowly been removed from the books but I found this to be a load of crock.... there is so much love in this book....
the romance between Rehvenge and Ehlena is beautiful... a slow and warm courtship.... but its only part of it... we also revisit Beth an Wrath and see how bordom and illness affect them. the love scenes between them make me want to cry again...
For a very long book it really did keep me glued to the pages... i found it hard pressed to leave alone... I love the way J R Ward weaves diferent threads of the story throughout the book which come together at the end... its sincerely clever...
this book is so beautiful; death, illness, war, deception, love, brothers oh hell i'm weaping again.
This was sooo sooo soo good.... my only problem is that i fell out of love with john.... he's so harsh and cold... it really bothered me... cause John has been the one i've been following throughout... just waiting for him to realise his past life... to realise beth is his daughter... and it seems that whole storyline has got lost.... sad huh...
but the thing is things arent always as they seem in these books.... everythings needs a second look.... so I guess i'll have to reread it.... with hankies this time...
I'll have to reread it a lot... cause the next black dagger book... brace yourself...
isnt out till......

April 2010 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
and its Johns story!!!!!

My God its torture....
How will I get by?